I hate change. With a fiery passion.
My to-do list is almost a mile long. I have people to call...email...see. I need to find a job. I have things to take care of.
And it keeps getting put off.
Why? Because it's too much change. Too many different experiences happening at one time. What if things don't pan out the way that I hope? What if I'm not good enough?
It's days like today that I just want to curl up and read a book. Like the Bible.
I've been looking forward to mid-week Bible study since Sunday. Is this a change of topic? No. God is the one thing that doesn't change. I cling to Him in these times, when everything around me is new and different. I can still go back to Him and know: He has not changed. He is the same.
**Not to say that I'm not grateful or blessed by these experiences and errands. I'm so blessed. But I'm just not good at adjusting. *sigh**
Change
I hate change. With a fiery passion.
My to-do list is almost a mile long. I have people to call...email...see. I need to find a job. I have things to take care of.
And it keeps getting put off.
Why? Because it's too much change. Too many different experiences happening at one time. What if things don't pan out the way that I hope? What if I'm not good enough?
It's days like today that I just want to curl up and read a book. Like the Bible.
I've been looking forward to mid-week Bible study since Sunday. Is this a change of topic? No. God is the one thing that doesn't change. I cling to Him in these times, when everything around me is new and different. I can still go back to Him and know: He has not changed. He is the same.
**Not to say that I'm not grateful or blessed by these experiences and errands. I'm so blessed. But I'm just not good at adjusting. *sigh**
My to-do list is almost a mile long. I have people to call...email...see. I need to find a job. I have things to take care of.
And it keeps getting put off.
Why? Because it's too much change. Too many different experiences happening at one time. What if things don't pan out the way that I hope? What if I'm not good enough?
It's days like today that I just want to curl up and read a book. Like the Bible.
I've been looking forward to mid-week Bible study since Sunday. Is this a change of topic? No. God is the one thing that doesn't change. I cling to Him in these times, when everything around me is new and different. I can still go back to Him and know: He has not changed. He is the same.
**Not to say that I'm not grateful or blessed by these experiences and errands. I'm so blessed. But I'm just not good at adjusting. *sigh**
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